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check out this!!
Saturday, August 30, 2008; 10:50 PM
YOYO!!! today my baby is back to SG!! guess what, ahahah, dear bought me lots of stuffs!! got watch, perfume and a top!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!! my present from baby <3  LOVE IT! the perfume. OMG i love it!! :DD \ SHARON ♥ /10:50 PM Back to the top |
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miss u dearly
Thursday, August 28, 2008; 11:06 PM
today i dreamt of u again, baby. i dreamt about we going out together and i think we went for movies, if im not wrong. LOL! im extremely happy when im with u, really don't feel like waking up. because i know when i wake up everything will be back to normal again. really miss u so much so much! but its okay, 2 more days u will be back :D i love u and miss u so much so much... btw grats to my baby and team!! \ SHARON ♥ /11:06 PM Back to the top |
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don't feel like waking up...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008; 10:28 PM
this morning i dreamt about u, dear. in the dream, u called me and say that u're home already and im so delighted as i won't be worrying about u while u are overseas. (in the dream) u called me and say u're safe, how i wish that i can don't wake up from that dream so i can continue to hear ur voice. but everyone have to face the reality, so in the end i have to wake up. have no mood at all while in school, u have totally occupied my mind. really cannot stop thinking about u... today in school we did our English paper 1 and 2. as for paper 1, i wrote Q5: ' finishing the race is much more important than starting the race.' so i wrote about my dad's thingy, not sure am i telling the same thing as the question asked. LOL! hope so ba. as for paper 2 its about elephant, the story is a very sad story. its about a group of people from a kruger or something, i forget already, the people shot dart at the elephant to put them to sleep and leave the calves there. its like so sad. the parents all die left the calves there. in the end the calves also got the shot of the dart but with a different drug, in the end the calves are being relocated at a different place by ships. its really damn sad if u witnessed the death of ur love ones. i will freak out and cry all out loud. keep thinking of u all the day, especially when this morning i wake up, thought that it was all real but it turned out differently. how i wish u can come back quickly... i miss u dearly... \ SHARON ♥ /10:28 PM Back to the top |
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finally reached...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008; 9:34 AM
finally baby reach states already. at least i won't be worrying so much now, but of cause i'll still be worried. all the best baby and see you real soon :D love u baby. baby.. happy 1yr 7 months anniversary!! with love, bie \ SHARON ♥ /9:34 AM Back to the top |
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something is missing...
Sunday, August 24, 2008; 9:15 PM
something is missing in my life now, right now! the feeling of my baby not around me, it sucks okay! im wondering how am i going to spend my days without u here with me. gonna miss u lot, lot , lot and lots!!!! ALL THE BEST BABY!! JIAYOU! take care of urself too, love u baby \ SHARON ♥ /9:15 PM Back to the top |
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nightmarish experience
Saturday, August 23, 2008; 10:48 AM
In The "Dream's dream..." im at my dear's house and we are going to take a nap. when we both fall asleep, suddenly i felt somebody was coming my way. i didn't quite sure what was that, i thought it was dear but turn out it wasn't. something came and totally squeeze me towards the bed and made me can't breathe normally. somehow i know im at dear's house(in that dream's dream! u get it? means i dreaming in reality but in that dream i dreamt again..) but the atmosphere, the feeling was totally different. i reach out to call dear but i tried so hard to move my hands but it simply just stationary there. im so scared! it happened the 3rd time already, i don't know what to do. after that i tried to shout for help from dear, but there's simply no sound came out from my mouth. seriously is not a single sound. i even tried to turn my body but end up im still at that position, i keep calling myself to get up from that dream but i just can't. when im able to move my arms, i reached out to dear, trying very hard to wake him up but he never wake up. next i try to scream out if i can but there's no sound coming out again. again and again i tried, finally there's some sound coming out from my mouth. no matter how hard i try to wake dear up but he never wake up. out of a sudden, i woke up, u really won't know how it is like and how scary it is to have this kind of dream. when i wake up which means now.. i couldn't go back to sleep even though im super tried, cause im scared im really scared of that dream. u can't imagine how petrified i am. i can't stop tearing soon after i got up...it's a nightmarish experience that you wouldn't want to have.. \ SHARON ♥ /10:48 AM Back to the top |
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finally!
Monday, August 18, 2008; 9:20 PM
not able to use lappy for almost 1 week, or maybe more than that, really makes me so damn bored.. but now ahaha finally i can use already! HAPPY :D yea now im just sitting right beside the window in my room and i heard the thunder and saw lightning, oh man! i try not to think about how am i going to sleep later with the thunder so loud and the lightning so bright O.o hmmm maybe i'll just hide under the blanket then that will be okay already. LOL! (like what i used to do, correct not dear :P) recently mum just bought a study table and a closet for me!! finally i can put my own things in my own closet or table hahaha! yea yea, so lets talk about the study table i had!! there's shelf at the top with door. in total there's 4 slots. 3 slots has been occupied by me and the other slots khaw hanhan wants it to put her JAM! (she claims that that slot is hers! LOL) as for mine, i had the top slot for ALL my bad-badtz maru stuffs. the other 2 slots will be my books and some personal stuffs. haven't really finish packing all the things so quite untidy. :P NOW FOR MY CLOSET!! it is a sliding door closet which i can slide here and there which i enjoy it hahah! quite cool yea. it is still quite empty because i have not really transfer all my clothes so i'll take my time HEHE! hmmm i think i'll write until here, next time then continue wahah! most of all...i miss u so much so much! love hy \ SHARON ♥ /9:20 PM Back to the top |
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