New Beginning ^^

pain!!!!! freaking pain now... :(((

Saturday, February 27, 2010; 12:57 AM

so so so pain laa!!

now my left arm is so sore, pain and i can't really elevate at all!

got this numb kind of pain, can't really describe but its PAIN!!

seriously i hate injection! cause it just make me nervous!

went to my cousin's (hongda) and his wife's house stay. cool man their house!

its like a black and white idea of decoration and painting. COOL!

guess what...i'm freaking tired now..

tmr still have to go to help out at my mum's stall. *hahah can drive again!*

now, i'm a lot more comfortable driving alone. hehe

cool isn't it? ^^

talking about ytd, it just make me feel damn damn sad..

ytd me and korkor had a heart to heart talk and it was great!

we talked about a lot of things, include our dearest daddy of course...

i almost cry but i held on. even though it wasn't easy at all

korkor ask me do i have any regrets in my life. eventually there are...

he told me his feelings and the things he regretted..

it just make my nose go sour and teary in the eyes..

i know he's been strong enough till this day and i'm really proud of him. ^^

without my daddy's *strive for excellence* we won't be having such a great environment to live in

without my daddy's effort, i won't be having so many things in my life include this lappy of mine.

all this things in life which i have, is because of my daddy, great thks to my daddy!

on the other hand, next sunday i'm going to Melbourne already! ^^

thats all for today guys. love you guys, lots lots lots! especially my DADDY!

\ SHARON ♥ /12:57 AM

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brain go hay-wire..

Friday, February 19, 2010; 11:08 PM

brain go hay-wire so do my hand!

itchy hands! if not i won't be like this now...

but still i'm on my way to success..please just endure

i still can feel something but then its just part of moving on..

freaking pain on my tongue la!

today had my 1st paper, should be okay i guess..

1 paper down, 3 paper to go! jiayou jiayou!!

i want my holiday but i want to make myself busy during that period of time

i think the time needed is more than what i've expected it to be. great...

my life is like plain boring, nothing interesting, nothing funny and i'm bored to death

hope Melbourne trip can faster arrive so that i can get out of here and enjoy my holiday

seriously, i'm happy that my trip is on the 7th of march.

because of certain reason, which will bring up my sorrows thats why i don't wish to be in Singapore

who can cure my sorrows and bring me some happiness?

cherish everything you have now, because you might not know when will you loose it without knowing it

once you know how to cherish the things you have, you will be a happy and blissful person on earth..

don't wait until its too late, there's no time for regrets

there's so many things i've regretted in life but there's no return to the past and so be it...

on the other hand, i got my licence ytd but i'm not happy at all, seriously...

there's no one i can share my happiness with except my darling.

but whatever, i don't give a shit any more.

maybe i'll find some time and bring my camera out for a walk? take some pictures.

thats all for today i guess, night guys!

daddy, your girls misses you a lot....

\ SHARON ♥ /11:08 PM

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Realising the truth

Wednesday, February 17, 2010; 10:21 PM

realising that life isn't as easy as you think

realised i've been spending way too much..

realised that life isn't that long

at the blink of eyes, few decades had just pass..

human beings are born to be loved, cared and dote every now and then

but at times, is human don't deserve that love? or is just that human can't find the right one to love? i wonder...

felt an overwhelming kind of feeling

pushing all the way through every cell of mine..

can't describe what its about but definitely its not good

asking why do i have to think so much

asking things which are simple but thinking in a complicated way

i'm so busy, busy staring at the tv aimlessly.

is that how my life is going to go?

or should i go hit the club and dance all night like what other girls usually do?

haa! thats not gonna happen, don't worry :)

what should i do...?

i've been having different kinds of dreams recently

some are scary one, some are funny ones..

as for the scary one, it did scared the hell out of me

but as for the funny one, it make me laugh as though there's no tmr! LOL

suddenly i realised or maybe i can say is i 'think' i saw things...

i don't know what exactly it is. hai i don't really know guys...

hope thats my dad if i really saw it...

knowing things is not difficult but realising thats you're in the wrong, its difficult too

for admitting? thats real difficult. isn't it?

admit that you're in the wrong its difficult uh? saying sorry is like dying for you right?

nobody deserves bad treatment from people they love or who love them.

oh ya! my sis's hamster gave birth haha! but to one only... -.-

actually 2 but 1 died due to pre-mature, poor thing

back to my story!

suddenly i feel like reading a book. just wanna pass my time fast!

hope my exam i can do well :(

hope this year is a better year for me!

i'm tired...but still, daddy i miss you a lot..really a lot

night guys!

\ SHARON ♥ /10:21 PM

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you

Monday, February 15, 2010; 9:40 PM

i sense that you're sincere, i know your heart, i know how you feel and i enjoy the company.

its just the phobia thats in me, as well as in you too

i don't wish to make another mistake again

i don't wanna do the wrong thing again

you're good to me, always there. i know that

but i hope that it doesn't give you any false hope as i really don't know what i really want now

its being selfish of me, i know but please forgive me...

if i know what i really want, i'll let you know..

its really great to know what you're feeling and i did tell you how i feel too

so just see how it goes ba...

\ SHARON ♥ /9:40 PM

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aimless blogging...

Monday, February 8, 2010; 6:13 PM

HIHI

i'm back! from where? hmm from those busy busy schedules of mine...

got to go school, help out at the stall and essays.

can't help but feeling tired every minute and seconds of the day...

few days ago, i bought a foundation for myself, cause my previous one cracked.

*cause i dropped it :(*

a ZA foundation, guess what! just now went to hub with darling to buy 2 more things! hehe

i bought 1 blusher and 1 liquid eye liner. i'm wanna be pretty for this coming CNY! WAHAHA!

about blogging, i'm just too tired to blog...

oh ya..today i went to popular cause i intend to buy a book to read and to kill some time for myself

end up when we got up to the 2nd floor...its closed due to some renovation. THANKS! -.-

therefore went home, thats why i'm blogging here right? LOL

don't know what i am saying already...lol..

going Melbourne soon!! EXCITED!! ^^

thats all le ba.. bye~!

lastly, i miss you a lot...daddy

\ SHARON ♥ /6:13 PM

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