is this what i earn for being the good person?
sudden fear of everything might fall apart
this fear is constantly reminding me...
treating ppl good aren't the best because the outcome might be you getting hurt instead
我真的很累了
我真的好希望有个shoulder to lean on...
at least let me know, there's still someone who care that much for me..
night night...

grats to myself! hahahaa
today i had my lab skill test and i PASSED!!
i had gloving and catheterization tested! hahah
and this is what i've been praying for and it came true! <3
i'm so happy that i've passed! keke
i still gotta study hard for this friday's bio practical test...
jiayou jiayou!!

i wonder why i always have this on-off headache
why can't it just stop... hai!
i'm bored man... super!
and i miss.... keke!

15 jan
went to eat loklok again with rendy, ruisheng and their friends. as usual
reached home at about 3.15am and i'm tired to the max! plus SUPER FULL!

16jan
woke up at 8am and went to the market and help my mum. imma pro man! to sleep for 5hrs plus...
but of course, when i reach home the first thing i'll do is SLEEP! hahha!

17jan
sch starts early today, at 8am! so gotta wake up at 7.
managed to reach sch on the dot hahah!
can't really concentrate during lectures cause i'm dozing off as well as stressed about tmr's nursing skill test!
up till now, i only managed to study part of it and not all of it... :(
i've got no mood to study at all, i don't even know whats the cause...forget it then!
when i got home today, i slept for nearly 3hrs. a very powerful nap indeed! hahaha
was alone whole day, is only right until sis reach home then i feel better hahah!
cause i scared to stay at home alone while its RAINING! *cause i scared of thunder and lightning! :(:(*
but luckily there's none ^^
hai..i just hope that i'll pass tmr's skill test.. so as my friends :)
feeling sleepy already...gotta go!
night peeps! <3

i'm happy to know the truth

just came back from Malaysia for lok lok session and now I'm damn full after washing up!!
how am I going to sleep... lol
and am I able to wake up later at 7am? latest? hahaha
went Malaysia with ruisheng,shifu and his group of friends whom some I've already know.
the reason I'm here is because I'm too full to shut my eyes and sleep...
but still, I'll try my best to sleep, cause tmr I need to be early..!
so...night peeps!! love you guys!!

go to the WAVE BRIDGE!!

in 2days time it will be my birthday! hmm to be exact should be 1day.. haha
i don't know why but just got no mood to celebrate it at all, not sure whats the cause
but still gonna celebrate with my darling and sis! <3
i got a belated Christmas present and an advance birthday present from my dear friend weeyang.
he bought a box of ROYCE dark chocolate for me *its damn nice!* for my belated Christmas present.
as for my advance birthday present, he bought me a BEBE tee which is like..ex? LOL!
but still, THANKS!!
suppose to meet my shifu and ruisheng for movie tmr, but all the timing clash with my sch's open house thingy -.-
another time then!
I'M FREAKING 20 YEARS OLD!!! o.m.g
i wonder will this year be a good year for me? or its another shitty year...?
*hope it will be good ba*
and last note here, i'm still freaking SICK!!!
i wanna recover so i can eat lots of food! keke
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its just 2days time and i'll be 20!!!
hahah gotta go sleep already! nights all!
love you guys many many! <3