New Beginning ^^

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Monday, July 27, 2009; 9:13 PM

this song is nice!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smJaqnFfJMA

\ SHARON ♥ /9:13 PM

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sian...

; 7:49 PM

hurt-ed

\ SHARON ♥ /7:49 PM

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posted to SGH!

Saturday, July 25, 2009; 9:47 PM

I GOT POSTED TO SGH FOR MY ATTACHMENT

feelings of being in suspense..i don't like

things aren't told

today i cried while watching a japanese drama. the show is: the absolute boyfriend(i think)

seriously i can't stop tearing...

i had been seriously ill for the past few weeks i think. fever and all.

i feel so shit! it makes me think back, like how i used to take care of you.

but it doesn't matter now and even forever

having problem to enter blogger this few days so its been dead for days! haa

i want to have my 2nd driving practical asap! waha! its freaking FUN!!!

how i wish i can dive into the sea,

fly freely in the sky like a bird,

walk into the fires,

walk through walls without getting hurt

and go wherever i want to

i felt so relieve because my bio test just past..

not much of a burden in my heart now

but why do my heart still feels so heavy?

like i'm somehow sinking into the deep blue Atlantic Ocean

i don't wish to eat anymore medicines

love can be amazing, love is not a sad thing.

miracles can be found in robots so do every human beings.

promises are meant to be kept

after reading my entry, i seriously are super ransom! LOL but who cares? nah i don't give a shit. i want to cry but i also want to smile, laugh like how i used to.

but who on earth will cry and smile and laugh at the same time. i'm seriously out of my mind...

i love you but you who?

gtg bye~! hope to meet my darling xinn soon... i miss her badly... :(

\ SHARON ♥ /9:47 PM

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fever...all thanks to you!

Friday, July 17, 2009; 4:13 PM

didn't i tell you i'm having headache? why still msg me? hai... very nice..i having fever now. and i didn't blame anyone.

moody.. so please go...

please i want to get well soon.. feverish..

\ SHARON ♥ /4:13 PM

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headache over and over again...

Thursday, July 16, 2009; 10:41 PM

i'm having this headache over and over again... i hate it!

\ SHARON ♥ /10:41 PM

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moody...

; 10:13 PM

during lecture today, rach and i are competing for who drinks the fastest!
LOL its kind of fun haha. we manage to ask alice and narvin to compete with us. haha narvin is the winner, 1st runner up is alice and 2nd runner up is rach. i'm the last... so sad. lol
today something happen and its freaking funny! only me and rach know! hahaha!
HOT RED RACH! MINE YELLOW! LOL!
i'm still freaking moody but i don't know whats the cause of it. so irritating...
just let it go, start afresh, a new beginning and move on...

\ SHARON ♥ /10:13 PM

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i feel like crying...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009; 10:24 PM

i feel like crying and i mean it..

\ SHARON ♥ /10:24 PM

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moodless...

; 10:08 PM

suddenly i'm at lost

so moodless out of a sudden

how i wish i can just go MIA

just go away and leave me alone...

didn't have the chance to have a good night sleep.

i have to wake up so early everyday, having nightmares for the past few days

its so tiring to have nightmare...

am i that good that people will take advantage of me and take everything i do for them for granted? even if i don't like, i just agree to other people's requests...

i totally have no mood for anything. maybe is because i just wake up? thats why i'm so 'gong'? lol

whatever~

i hate this feeling of mine.

all i get is just smiles. not the same as before...

\ SHARON ♥ /10:08 PM

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today i drove! hahaha!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009; 3:20 PM

after school i went to the market to find my mum and kor

when we finish packing all the fruits, i went to the car first.

hahah! then my korkor ask me to try to get my bitting point and i manage to get it! hahaha

then he ask me to try to decrease the accelerate paddle hahah! the car moves!

LOL! then i also try to reverse.

next my korkor ask me to do a very exciting thing! hahaha he ask me to drive from the car park lot to the front of the staircase. hahah i drive lor! lol! its so freaking fun!

ITS SO NICE TO DRIVE! I LOVE IT!

MONDAY 20JULY MY FIRST PRACTICAL LESSON!

excited! C:C:

i shall post more another time.

gonna go out with my girlfriends.(rachel and yihui)

nice! C:

bye~!

\ SHARON ♥ /3:20 PM

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PDL!!!!!

Monday, July 13, 2009; 5:41 PM

I GOT MY PDL ALREADY!! WAHAHAHAH SO SHUANG! SHIOK!! C:C:C:C:C:

\ SHARON ♥ /5:41 PM

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suspense...

Sunday, July 12, 2009; 9:27 PM

i seriously dislike this kind of suspense state!
hai..

\ SHARON ♥ /9:27 PM

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harry potter and the half blood prince!!!

Saturday, July 11, 2009; 8:46 PM

I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!! \"/

\ SHARON ♥ /8:46 PM

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tears starts to flow...

Thursday, July 9, 2009; 10:55 PM

i don't plan to interupt your life now and forever
i want to forget you and live my life to the fullest.
i've regret and felt very sorry about someone, cause i'm at fault
i felt terrible and horrible because i let someone down. ):
because of you, this is what i get.
i don't blame you, i won't hate you..
tears is what i get.
or can i say that this is what you had left for me.
i don't know...
i had a horrible day today.
moodless...
i have no idea what i am going through now
i totally understand that there's no possibilities so just go with the wind then..
i will lead a happy life so don't worry..
a happy life with lots and lots of friends.
but sometimes i do feel so shit!
while talking to rach today, we both shed tears for the one we love the most.
we can't help but to let the tears flow
i want to go into a deep sleep and never wake up (if possible?)
i want to sleep already, nights...
i miss you, dad

\ SHARON ♥ /10:55 PM

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headache

Sunday, July 5, 2009; 10:51 PM

i got this stupid headache!
go die!!!

\ SHARON ♥ /10:51 PM

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I FREAKING BLOODY PASS MY FTT!

Friday, July 3, 2009; 11:42 PM

AHHHHH I FREAKING PASS MY FTT!!!

i am damn bloody super duper triper fourper high!! hahaa

lots of weird words i use!!

but who cares! as long as i'm happy

gonna go for practical soon i guess!

so so so so excited!! hahaha! i simply can't wait!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

i'm going crazy, insane and even go berserk!! hahaha too happy liao!

okay la i'm gonna go sleep soon i guess C:

had pizza for some sort of celebration! hahaha cool!

C:C:

night night then~!

\ SHARON ♥ /11:42 PM

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; 1:00 AM

why why why

complicated yet nice

irritating yet busy

why everything just came at one shot?

i don't want and don't plan to...

how i wish everything can be back to 4 years ago.

if you're not gone, i guess today we will still be very happy

without all those gossips and bad words..

and now we won't be suffering.

she blames you for leaving, hate you for leaving this burden for her to carry and pissed off with you for everything from that moment when you said bye..

today she hate you for this, but tmr she loves you for everything.

why is life so pathetic!

how i wish i can curse and swear at anyone...but i don't and i can't make myself to do that

i just wish that everything can go back in time, go back to 4 years ago

when you would tease me and tickle my nose when you come home.

carry me home when i'm tired. shelter me with every love you have

cover my blankets for me in the late night.

gently touch my face to make me feel secure...

during lunch time, we would go deliver fruits and have our lunch together..

but there's no more. everything just vanishes, vanishes just with a blink. and its gone. forever gone.

never gonna come back no matter how hard i tried.

i just wish you were here. with me and with us.

i wish you enough.

i love you daddy... <3

\ SHARON ♥ /1:00 AM

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weird eating habits! OMG!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009; 8:59 PM

oh man! i got this weird and disgusting habit of mine! hahaha.

when i eat oranges, i don't eat the flesh and the white white skin hahaha

i only extract the juices! so my mum call me a juice extractor! hahahaa

even though i think its okay, hahah but my kor is disgusted by me. HAA!

TOO BAD! :P

wahha!

whenever i eat the orange, i put in

extract

then spit it out haha!

its nice but disgusting but who cares! WHATEVER! C:

1000words assignment is killing me!!

half way through but i'm gonna rush!

scared no time! hehe

hmmm thats all for today!

gtg tata~! C:

\ SHARON ♥ /8:59 PM

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