why why why
complicated yet nice
irritating yet busy
why everything just came at one shot?
i don't want and don't plan to...
how i wish everything can be back to 4 years ago.
if you're not gone, i guess today we will still be very happy
without all those gossips and bad words..
and now we won't be suffering.
she blames you for leaving, hate you for leaving this burden for her to carry and pissed off with you for everything from that moment when you said bye..
today she hate you for this, but tmr she loves you for everything.
why is life so pathetic!
how i wish i can curse and swear at anyone...but i don't and i can't make myself to do that
i just wish that everything can go back in time, go back to 4 years ago
when you would tease me and tickle my nose when you come home.
carry me home when i'm tired. shelter me with every love you have
cover my blankets for me in the late night.
gently touch my face to make me feel secure...
during lunch time, we would go deliver fruits and have our lunch together..
but there's no more. everything just vanishes, vanishes just with a blink. and its gone. forever gone.
never gonna come back no matter how hard i tried.
i just wish you were here. with me and with us.
i wish you enough.
i love you daddy... <3