am i the only one that you think of when it comes to emergency?
maybe its just emergency and not always...
1 call away...
Thursday, August 27, 2009; 4:46 PM
am i the only one that you think of when it comes to emergency? maybe its just emergency and not always... \ SHARON ♥ /4:46 PM Back to the top |
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i don't know what should i say...
Tuesday, August 25, 2009; 10:04 PM
today's bio exam for the saq is easy haha! as for the mcq i'm DEAD MEAT! LOL! whisper and signal! hahaha hor rachel hor! LOL! someone caught me red handed! LOL! this acute pain is surfacing again and again... what should i do? mummy say want bring me go hospital for check-up i'm scared leh... hai when it starts to pain, i can't really move my back at all. cause its super duper pain. is like the pain really penetrate into my bones... :( how i wish i know what to do... today rachel and yihui came to my house because they wanna alter their uniforms. after that they came to my house and slack hahaha. was kinda tired and bored because we finish our bio test liao! hahah today i woke up at 5.15am like that just to study bio lor. can you imagine how tired am i when i got home. thursday got 1 more paper. hope i can faster finish that paper then holiday liao! oh no no! still got attachment... no mood to blog liao, even though blogger is back! no more problems liao!! :D:D i just miss so many things.. \ SHARON ♥ /10:04 PM Back to the top |
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I just really don't know what to do...
Friday, August 21, 2009; 10:27 PM
the sky is not beautiful as it seem to be any more conversations, no more... meetings? obviously no smiles aren't found any more laughter can't be heard tears is all i found sad face is what i see waiting is really tiring no more waiting i swear no hopes, no disappointments don't say that you're there when you're no longer there... i don't feel like i'm me any more when taking mrt, i think of you when i pass by your house, i think of you when i'm waiting for bus, it reminds me of the long waiting hours for bus when i saw your pm, it makes me think of anything that i can think of when i'm in my room, it reminds me of you staying over at my house i wish you can celebrate my birthday with me once again. why? why? why? i wanna go some where far away from you all not coming back, i hope. bye~! \ SHARON ♥ /10:27 PM Back to the top |
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sian...but thks and bye
Wednesday, August 19, 2009; 12:06 AM
thanks and good bye~! \ SHARON ♥ /12:06 AM Back to the top |
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SGH! irritating morning~
Thursday, August 13, 2009; 4:52 PM
blogger is getting weirder and weirder... oh man i got diarrhoea this morning.. 3times some more.. i'm dehydrating soon... i've been escorted from the sch to mrt station! haah cool! today went to school for 1 hour only, so stupid... every morning is such a irritating time for me... drilling, knocking and smashing... due to the construction of the lift. hope it can be done soon. i think there's something wrong with my back...keep having this acute sharp pain. attachment is nearing! woohoo! i'm super excited! SGH HERE I COME!! WEEEEEEE~! actually today my mum told me that we might go on a holiday after my attachment to ITALY! but due to my mum's work, we are not able to go. so sad. :( when actually i can get the chance to travel to other country by plane but now i've gotta wait. SO SAD!!!! i'm gonna go jogging and swimming later with my darling xinn! oh and her eldest bro too! what if we don't even know each other now. will be still be talking now? like better than before? wish upon the stars~ \ SHARON ♥ /4:52 PM Back to the top |
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freaking brother i have...
Tuesday, August 11, 2009; 10:05 PM
freaking dumb bastard deaf brother! freak off! don't freaking think that you're our big brother then you can say whatever you want to us. we're not your slaves please. mind what you're saying idiot! personal hygiene? you think i don't know what's that?! freak off! you this disgusting idiot! you yourself are disgusting so you don't have the right to say me or han. and i'm perfectly fine with my personal hygiene so please mind about yours! just shut up and get into your room and smoke for the rest of your life! and please i don't wish to be a second-hand smoker! if i die because of lung cancer, i'll deal with you! freako! bastards! get lost! go smoke till you're satisfied with your life la! what you promised daddy, you did not even fulfilled it! so you got no rights to say anything about me and han. just simply get lost la! because of this stupid quarell i got freaking no mood to study! thanks ar! idiot! all you know is to play computer games! what else?! freaking hate computer games! what have you done to this family?! this is what a brother should do? FISH you man! ARGHHH!! i'm damn pissed off la! AIYA WHATEVER LA!!! PLEASE JUST GO SMOKE ALL YOU WANT. TO ALL SMOKERS I SIMPLY HATE IT! but no offence. sorry guys if i've offended any one..hai. why can't i have a brother which potray a good impression on everyone. which is everyone's ideal brother..hai. to you i got no hopes at all. all i get is just disappointments for me and mummy. as well as daddy. hai when will this stupid blogger be problem free? ARGHHHH pekcek la! bye la.... \ SHARON ♥ /10:05 PM Back to the top |
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i love you but you who? :(
; 5:59 PM
last friday my bio practical lecturer brought us to one of the room to see the dead... we only get to see the part which starts from the neck to the thigh. so we manage to see the EXPOSED lungs, the liver, stomach, small intestine, large intestine and the bladder! hahaha cool uh then there's other body organs in the other tray. 2 hearts which is abit gross and the lungs too. we all know that the lungs is like a sponge, plus to prevent decomposition they got to soak it in some sort of chemical. then our lecturer wanted to show us that it really does work like a sponge so he squeeze the lungs. LOL! chemical came out just like that and the whole class was like WTH! hahaha our lecturer is so gross! but its damn fun! tmr got test on one module. so sian. got no mood to study at all. somehow i think the dead is not that scary ba. hope so... my attachment is nearing. so excited and scared. don't know what kind of patients will i get. hahaa its kinda cool man! it will be a fun and good learning experience for me! for those who read my blog. i got posted to SGH. its far but its okay. today in clinical lab lesson, we learn about the care after dead. its so sad to see that cause it reminds me of daddy. :( but nvm la.. blogger got problem again and again!! don't wish to blog liao. got to go liao bye! meeting my darling later! hehe <3 \ SHARON ♥ /5:59 PM Back to the top |
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honesty..
Saturday, August 8, 2009; 11:39 PM
there's still something wrong with this blogger.. hai i gave up already and not going back to the past any more. i am freaking moving on! :D so tired with everything now.. tired with sch stuffs, driving and market.. i feel like letting go of everything and seriously is everything.. don't feel like blogging already cause there's no colour neither can i change the fonts.. whatever ba. nights and bye~! C: \ SHARON ♥ /11:39 PM Back to the top |
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no more please...i'm tired
Sunday, August 2, 2009; 10:21 PM
this stupid blogger got this stupid problem again WTH why can't everything be peaceful why it can't be what i've expected? no matter how much i explain, i just can't get over it how much i say, i just can't explain anything or everything for myself i just feel like crying not because i miss whoever is because this year is such a lousy year! everything just happen so sudden and it sucks! so what? i'm being honest with my life, so what i can't be with the one i love. it doesn't matter at all. i don't give a damn shit! promises are mean to be fulfill not broken.. but what i got is just broken promises.hate it! i know deep down you hated me but i won't blame you or hate you. i'll just forget it. cause it doesn't matter to me any more i wish to leave this place but i will sure miss the people i care for. out of a sudden i just miss my daddy so much. day and night.. no matter how late it is, my mind is all about my daddy. my mind is so complicated! exam is round the corner, oh and i got my B for my bio practical. LOL hope i can get better for my exams.. all i want is just to concentrate on my study, work and my driving. hope to get my licence asap. then maybe i can drive out late in the night with my darling xinn and go some place quiet and talk? haha its cool uh.. i just want more freedom and more space for my own. forget it then. i don't wish to talk anymore. this stupid blogger! everything is not going my way. please just let it go and just move on.. no point hesitating, because there's no point to do that. so what if i still remember. waiting is a suffering thing to do so i won't wait and i'll move on. i've already moved on its just that occasionally i will still think of him but so what. i won't bother to think about it cause i've already moved on.. you think you understand me well enough? i doubt that you really know me that well. i'm not into anyone now and even for a period of time. to make things clear enough for you? love is a complicated issue i don't wish to get involved so please.. stupid msn is giving me stupid problems too! why is everything and everyone giving me problems! family, school, studys and etc be on my own then i can feel safe and i won't have any expectations from anyone kor can you please be more mature and really think for others... whatever..i don't care and i won't bother any more i'm tired... simply exhausted... \ SHARON ♥ /10:21 PM Back to the top |
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because of you know who...
Saturday, August 1, 2009; 10:35 PM
i cried. can't stop sobbing.. hai.. i just miss *** *** **** but please i wish i can stop it.. \ SHARON ♥ /10:35 PM Back to the top |
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