this stupid blogger got this stupid problem again
WTH
why can't everything be peaceful
why it can't be what i've expected?
no matter how much i explain, i just can't get over it
how much i say, i just can't explain anything or everything for myself
i just feel like crying
not because i miss whoever
is because this year is such a lousy year!
everything just happen so sudden and it sucks!
so what? i'm being honest with my life, so what i can't be with the one i love. it doesn't matter at all.
i don't give a damn shit!
promises are mean to be fulfill not broken..
but what i got is just broken promises.hate it!
i know deep down you hated me but i won't blame you or hate you. i'll just forget it. cause it doesn't matter to me any more
i wish to leave this place but i will sure miss the people i care for.
out of a sudden i just miss my daddy so much.
day and night.. no matter how late it is, my mind is all about my daddy.
my mind is so complicated!
exam is round the corner, oh and i got my B for my bio practical. LOL hope i can get better for my exams..
all i want is just to concentrate on my study, work and my driving. hope to get my licence asap.
then maybe i can drive out late in the night with my darling xinn and go some place quiet and talk? haha its cool uh..
i just want more freedom and more space for my own.
forget it then. i don't wish to talk anymore. this stupid blogger!
everything is not going my way.
please just let it go and just move on..
no point hesitating, because there's no point to do that.
so what if i still remember.
waiting is a suffering thing to do so i won't wait and i'll move on.
i've already moved on its just that occasionally i will still think of him but so what.
i won't bother to think about it cause i've already moved on..
you think you understand me well enough? i doubt that you really know me that well.
i'm not into anyone now and even for a period of time.
to make things clear enough for you?
love is a complicated issue
i don't wish to get involved so please..
stupid msn is giving me stupid problems too!
why is everything and everyone giving me problems!
family, school, studys and etc
be on my own then i can feel safe and i won't have any expectations from anyone
kor can you please be more mature and really think for others...
whatever..i don't care and i won't bother any more
i'm tired...
simply exhausted...