today i dreamt of my daddy...
i dreamt that i'm at the market looking for my mum. i saw this GUY, i really don't know who he is. my mum is very scared that me and that GUY will meet each other. in that dream, i'm really scared of him.(seriously i don't know why)
how i wish i can see this person's face. i secretly took my mum's car key and went to the lorry. when i got up the lorry, I SAW MY DAD! i'm so delighted to see him there, even though i knew he is no longer living. i'm puzzled why is daddy there but i just don't care. i happily hugged him tightly and told him that i really miss him a lot a lot...
he said, he knew about that and other than that he knew that i've been taking my driving lessons and soon get my licence. he is thrilled! his smile, i will never forget. he ask me to drive and let him see. hahah i told him that i haven't got my licence but he say its alright, he just wanna see. so i just drove out of the parking lot and parked back at the other parking lot. (lol kinda stupid uh hahaha!) i think i'm hiding from that GUY thats why i've decided to park at another side.
when i woke up this afternoon, i can't stop tearing. seriously i miss my daddy a lot a lot...=(
how i wish i can continue and 'dream on...' <3