realising that life isn't as easy as you think
realised i've been spending way too much..
realised that life isn't that long
at the blink of eyes, few decades had just pass..
human beings are born to be loved, cared and dote every now and then
but at times, is human don't deserve that love? or is just that human can't find the right one to love? i wonder...
felt an overwhelming kind of feeling
pushing all the way through every cell of mine..
can't describe what its about but definitely its not good
asking why do i have to think so much
asking things which are simple but thinking in a complicated way
i'm so busy, busy staring at the tv aimlessly.
is that how my life is going to go?
or should i go hit the club and dance all night like what other girls usually do?
haa! thats not gonna happen, don't worry :)
what should i do...?
i've been having different kinds of dreams recently
some are scary one, some are funny ones..
as for the scary one, it did scared the hell out of me
but as for the funny one, it make me laugh as though there's no tmr! LOL
suddenly i realised or maybe i can say is i 'think' i saw things...
i don't know what exactly it is. hai i don't really know guys...
hope thats my dad if i really saw it...
knowing things is not difficult but realising thats you're in the wrong, its difficult too
for admitting? thats real difficult. isn't it?
admit that you're in the wrong its difficult uh? saying sorry is like dying for you right?
nobody deserves bad treatment from people they love or who love them.
oh ya! my sis's hamster gave birth haha! but to one only... -.-
actually 2 but 1 died due to pre-mature, poor thing
back to my story!
suddenly i feel like reading a book. just wanna pass my time fast!
hope my exam i can do well :(
hope this year is a better year for me!
i'm tired...but still, daddy i miss you a lot..really a lot
night guys!