can you imagine i'm so wide awake at this time...
can't sleep
mugging
and thinking
when i choose to give up, right at the very last minute i will think twice. why?
i've tried giving up, but end up? i chose not to.
why do you behaves exactly like the guy who hurts me so badly in the past?
i need an explanation badly.
i seriously can't bring myself to study. (forcing myself to study, of course)
waiting for you at your house there is my only choice just now..
but fate doesn't stand on my side i guess
everytime i wonder...why can't we just open our hearts and talk. face-to-face
its so hard to handle for yourself, why don't i help you in it?
i'm willing...
honesty is what you're looking for in a r/s
i'm honest, are you?
trying to shove me aside and without me knowing anything which troubles you
thats honesty? i don't know
is that 'thing' so hard for us to overcome?
i really don't have a clue to it.
i know sometimes i'm harsh but i don't mean it...
i really wish you could at least tell me something.
some things which can prove to me that you're uniquely different
you yourself hate to keep me in suspense, i know
but i just hope that you can let me know how long do you need...
if your answer isn't what i'm yearning for, just tell me earlier will you?
could we just open up to our problems and solve it together?
are you willing?
your mind are full of question marks i guess...
i'm old enough to handle anything thats coming my way..
treat me like an adult please..
and,
i love your company
i love the way you treats me
i love the way your silly smiles make me happy
i love the way you tease me
i love the way your hand slide over my hair
i love washing car with you
i love the way you care
i love the way you throw the bowling ball ^^
i love the way you teaches me how to blade
i love the way you watch movie, that engross face of yours
i love cycling with you
i love the way you used 'yong chun' on me. lol
i love the way you sacrifice your sleep and come to fetch me and my sis *touched*
i love eating ice cream with you
i love to play badminton with you
and i would love to fly kite with you some day.
but when?
during that month, i'm always looking forward in meeting you
be it after school or going out
rmb the song i send you? 'addicted'
yes, i'm addicted to you. i admit
your efforts let me fall for you unknowingly
i can't help but to fall deeper into it
tears just roll down from my cheek without me knowing
looking at those nonchalant replies really suck to the core
i miss those days, when you would tease me like nobody's business
lastly, i'm in love with you. get this clear!
i will wait unless you tell me not to.
nights..should be morning