today was great!
went for blood donation and i feel damn hungry and damn energetic!
hahaha! okay...i'm feeling a little hungry right here. LOL!
first! i don't intend to go for that donation thingy, but since my dear friends all went. therefore i've decided to go for it. 7 ppl went to have their HB tested and only 3 of 'us' can donate. get the hint?? lol
so the 3 left is vani, jas and me!
the 4 not chosen is pearlyn, yihui, rachel and francina.. ahahah
first i got super super nervous. *trembling*
because NO ONE IS WITH ME AT THAT POINT OF TIME!
okay nvm, i've passed all the test needed and proceed to the donating area and wait...
when its my turn, i really feel like running away hahaha! *but of course i didn't*
i took up my courage and walk towards the chair. *still trembling, LOL*
few guys talked to me, but didn't care much cause i'm just too nervous
when its my turn, they injected me with some sedatives to numb my veins and proceed to the THICK needle..
i'm literally stun and speechless...
everyone knows i'm terribly scared of needles but i'm willing to give it a try.
its yakult straw that kind of thick!
my mind went blank! hahaha my GOD!
but i should thank the person who invented that sedatives! LOL!
cause i really can't feel that thick needle poking me.*relieved*
actually it was fast, within 10mins 1 packet of my blood is out of my boby!
ISN'T THAT COOL?!
and i went to touch the tubing, IT WAS WARM! *for godness sake i'm human -.-*
above are the pictures after i did the donation.
didn't capture it when i'm donating because pearlyn kidnap my phone!! keke
yea..thats all for today.
and i've going malaysia tmr! with sis and darling and her family! <3
i'll be enjoying my saturday! wooohooo~!
waiting for darling to call me so i can go fetch her...
thats all! night peeps!

didn't feel good for the whole day...
bad bad headache and stomach pain
today is the worst day so far...
AHH! i don't understand statistic at all!!
help~ help~
stats is so hard to digest... and i'm gonna be so dead
today is the 2nd stats lesson and i manage to understand a 'little'
BUT majority is, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE LECTURER IS TALKING ABOUT!!
ohh god.... what can i do... i need help
stats is a killer module!
haiz...
okay, i shall not talk about all this unhappy things liao.
i'm going meleka with darling's family and sis on this coming sat! hehe
gotta enjoy all i can! wahahah!
but before i can enjoy, i need to endure through friday first.
lesson starts at 8am and ends at 6pm!!! FREAK!
gotta head to bed already!
night peeps!

i'm not feeling good
i'm not happy
i'm simply devastated
i'm tired
i'm beat
i need a shoulder
i wanna cry
i just hope someone will treat me truthfully
someone who really loves me with all his heart...
i'm off to bed, now.
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:(
:(

in a few minutes and its monday...monday blue!~
gotta head to bed now..
night peeps!
Song: Addicted

i want you as my birthday pressie next year...
P.S: which is impossible i guess... :(

had a sumptuous sushi buffet today and a cup of koi for the beverage ^^

what can i say when i'm feeling so not-sure of what i want now..
this thought kept running through my mind, why must a relationship start when you know its going to end?
is it because there's a possibility that the outcome might change? a happy ending?
why do ppl wanna get into a r/s when there's no happy ending, thats really suffering for either side.
yes, for once i've said that everyone got their chance to seize the opportunity to have their happiness but, what if that happiness is just a short period of it?
isn't it suffocating to end it?
everyone deserves a chance to get what they are yearning for.
everyone, indeed, deserves a chance to be loved and cared for.
planning to step into your partner's life, make sure you live the best out of it.
giving him/her your best because they deserved that.
having to step into their lives, make a mess and get out. thats call irresponsible!
my lecturer once told us, 'in marriage, male wants sex and female wants security.'and 'men are like light bulbs and women are like iron'
how true is that?there's thousands of questions running through my mind.
here, there and every where..
now that i know thats not the reason for everything so what exactly it is...
i'm better off not knowing anything in the first place..
at least i'm happy and not troubled.

i just don't know what to post here...
oh ya..got my hair cut ytd.
i'm gonna go sleep soon...nighty!

HELLO PEEPS!
its been so long that i have any posts here..
because i'm so packed with my attachments lately, but now i'm free from those attachments.
but, school is here!
gotta endure the long hours of lecture again...
out of a sudden, every memory of you kept flooding out of my mind.
every inch of it...
but, thats not the main point.
today is the first day of school and i had lesson from 8am-6pm! awesome isn't it -.-
Monday Blues! and i'm in blue today too! hahaha
tmr is going to be a long day too...until 6pm again :(
maybe i shall head to bed early?

sometimes i just miss you so badly but like i've said, its the past and thats not my main point in life..
night peeps!
loves

i'm so sick...
bad flu, bad sore throat...what else?!
its been so cooling this few nights and chilling!
tmr gonna work and its the last week! 5days more! jiayou!
i can't wait for next friday to come...
i need more sleep!
i feel so blur and get so tired easily..

patient's mum: can help my son change his clothes?
me: sure! :)
*when its done*
patient's mum: say thank you auntie :)
patient: thank you auntie! ^^
me: o.o! no problem... :)
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LOL! am i that old to be called auntie?!
hahahaha!
but the patients(kids)there are damn adorable but very ke lian :(
today's time pass real fast! and i'm so tired!
my bed is calling me~ i shall go and sleep soon..
night night!

today is a start of attachment again, but this time round is at KK
I hope for the 9days it will be good. hahaa
working afternoon shift today and 9pm then off work -.-
tired tired!
I wish my attachment end fast! so I can enjoy even though i have to go to sch...
currently I'm at the market waiting for the time to pass then I'll be heading to work..
I'm just so sleepy, wondering what's the work pace like at KK...?
that's all for now :)
gonna go read my book now~!
bye