i'll change my mind once i've met the right one in my life...
but now, i just wish to be who i wanna be.
i got no energy to commit in any r/s at all
even though this guy seems good.
but i still think that you're not the right one for me.
maybe i should say, now is not the right time for me to commit
be it anything at this point of time...

on the 17th dec, i attended my cousin's wedding...
her wedding was such a fabulous one which i will rmb it for life.
so so so romantic and fairytale like
when they had their speech, the newly wed thank their parents for bringing them up
hugging their parents with their greatest love...
it just knock me down, a hard one somemore...
suddenly i went deep into my thoughts
thinking, what will it be like if my dad was still around when i get married some day
i will surely thank him from deep down and give him the best and the tightest hugs i can give.
and not forgetting a kiss on his cheek to thank him and my mum for everything...
i also have this dream of having my dad to walk me down the aisle some day in the future. :(

if another chance was to be given to me, i'll make the best out of it...