no one will understand what i really went through...
can this be solved?
can it be back to where it used to be?
every now and then, when i thought of it. it just made me tear...
i'm so afraid i might collapse or turned into someone whom i don't even know
its hard...very hard
i'm saving all my tears just to put a smile on my face
i'm doing my very best to put a smile
please don't take off that smiley mask of mine because i really need that.
just tell me, i'm doing great with that smile will do.
just tell me, everything will be okay.
just tell me, you will be there for me.
thats all i need...
no more heart wrenching thingy coming. i really need a break, a long one instead..
i need to rest my heart, mind and as well as my soul.
they are all exhausted to the maximum.